defying all odds.. no matter how hard the work is and despite all the dangers they have encountered. they keep returning to the bordering mountains to do the job they commited on.
My dad sent me this email and for the first time in years it’s something worth reading. i’ve decided to repost/forward30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself
When you stop chasing the wrong things you give the right things a…
Oh lord please help me keep the layers of walls i tried to build around me over the years. If no one out there is ready to catch me once i shed all these protections, because i know deep down inside i would definitely crash into pieces if these walls break.. These walls are the only thing that keep me standing up to this day. right now the thing that i have kept protected for so long is trying to break free and i can feel that cracks are increasing with each passing day. The cracks are getting deeper, i am trying to patch it up but i don’t know how long these remedy going to last.
I am afraid to see what lays beyond the walls that i created.
Porsche 911 Designer, Ferdinand Alexander Porsche, Dies
A bit of sad news for lovers of the Porsche 911. The car’s designer, Ferdinand Alexander Porsche, has died at age 76. The hallmark of the Porsche line, the 911 is a symbol of all things Porsche since it debuted at the Frankfurt Auto Show in 1963. Autoblog notes that Ferdinand Alexander Porsche designed many other vehicles for Porsche including the 904 model and most important was the founder of the Porsche Design Studio in 1972.
YOU HAVE 4 SHOTS. make them count
kailangan mo ng presence of mind at presence of face sa photobooth. smile, tuck in your tummy and think 3 poses ahead para hindi ka mukang 2x2 picture sa pinakamalapit na xeroxan
pose 1: one calorie smile. instead of saying “cheese”, say “unli-rice” for that half-smile
pose 2: smile with sound. lagyan ng sound ang smile and say “AHA-HA-HA” out loud. ang peg ay pang chickenjoy billboard
pose 3: pucha may camera pala, pero ok lang pogi naman ako-serious. kunyari di ka pa ready, inaayos mo pa ang suit, tie, sleeves, glasses, nag iisip ka pa ng pogi things to do. pero sanay kang ma picture-an. afterall, pogi ka, at ang mga pogi, camera magnet.
pose 4: “wacky”. ginagawa ko jan yung “oh-shit may ginawa nanaman akong kabobohan look”. di ka dapat takot magmukang tanga. itodo mo kasi ang half baked mukang tanga, is 100 percent mukang tanga. gets?
define walang ginagawa?
Call it a talent, call it a habit, or just call it being judge-mental.. but what ever it is, i really have this thing about assessing people, analyzing and interpreting them. And of course i can not spare myself with this craziness.
I, being nearly in my 30’s with an almost 12 yr old kid, had as well assessed my own personality, and specially in terms as to why i had not fell deeply in love yet. Yes, I have not fallen in love yet, or shoulld I rephrase it better, I have not let myself ever fall in love.
I had my share of boyfriends, flings and even a live in partner, but as i think about it thoroughly.. I never let myself just fall for them.. I have always shielded my true feelings. and the reason why is that my biggest fear is “rejection.”
This fear I think does not only applies with my romantic relationships, this i think goes the same with the relationship I created with my friends. Up until now there are still things that i do not share with them.. I am afraid that if i became to attached i will become dependent with them and by the time comes that we have to part ways, i will not be able to let go and thus will not survive. For these that when I have problems i usually only share it with them after i solved it but not during. I like helping them with their problems, but i cannot accept being helped.
Over the years I believed that I may have unconsciously enamored myself with a stronger wall around me with every uneventful situation that i encountered. It was only a few months ago that i fully understand my feelings. It was when a person from my past, told me that i should let my guard down sometimes so that i will be able to trust and love again. That was the only time that i realized that I really don’t let myself trust people especially men in particular.
Yes the world is full of lies and that there is no such thing as perfect and I don’t want to lock myself forever in this confinement, but I think that I already lost the key that can open the layers wall that i had built. So, as optimistic as i always am, i still wish and pray that in time (hoping it is not to far from the future) there will be someone who will find my key and be able to open locks in my heart and be able to free love without all the care in the world…
